red_eyes

crap!!!!!!!!!!!! bakit ganito!?!?!?!?!?

kala ko pa naman magiging maganda araw ko kasi ang saya kaninang flag cem e may award pero ang saklap nung pagdating nung mga 4 10. masasabi mo bang taken na ung isang tao kung may kasama siyang lalaki papunta sa locker??? tapos pano kung ung lalaking kasama niya ay ung nalilink sa kanya date tapos may gusto din sa kanya date???

ewan ko lang kung bakit alam ko namang kasalanan ko na wala akong ginagawang hakbang pero nung nakita ko talaga un masyado akong nasaktan tapos hindi ko na alam kung ano ung gagawin ko sa skul. iniisip ko na tuloy na kahit hindi ako sigurado papabayaan ko na lang sila at itatago ko na lang ung nararamdaman ko..... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaay......

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red_eyes

ang tagal ko na palang hindi nakapagsusulat! nakakamiss na din, hehe

okay! sem break! for the first time in my life ngayon ko lang talagang gustong pumasok kaagad kahit sem break pa lang... ewan ko lang talaga pero parang kulang ako tapos parati na lang may hinahanap ako... ang masaklap pa palagi ko na lang siyang iniisip, GUSTO KO NA TALAGA SIYANG MAKITA!!!

masaya din naman ang sem break nakakapag relax ako at wala masyadong ginagawa other than matulog, kumain, matulog, manood, matulog, maligo, at syempre matulog!  pero ngyong palapit na ulit ang pasukan, mixed emotions na ang nararamdaman ko, ayoko pa talagang pumasok pero gusto ko na siyang makita! (is it so big to ask that both be given to me?)

bakit ganun parang siya na lang parati ang topic ko dito?? bakit ngayon ko lang napansin un  hehe.

red_eyes

why is it that it is very easy to start a conversation with your friends compared to even just saying a simple "hi"? it is really very easy to be in the company of friends but to be in the same room as her there seems to be an invisible pressure everywhere. The sad part is, it really hurts me when i am able to talk to my friends casually and think that why can't i do this normal thing to her?, why is it so hard to talk to her when she is so nice??? there are a lot of things lately that hurts me a lot because i can't seem to take her off of my mind, and i really want to talk to her... all this feeling being locked inside has its limit, that's the reason why i tend to help my friends bring their things to their lockers with two main reasons, first, to have an outlet for the feelings that i am experiencing, second, just to be able to have a glimpse of her... call me pathetic or whatever, but just being able to see her, really gives me great joy and fullfilment... although i am helping my friends, i can't help but feel that she is misunderstanding what i am doing..... the question in my mind right now is "which is better, to be extremely happy but think your chance is getting smaller, or to be sad, but your chance remains at 50/50?" haaay....

red_eyes

One thing that i always look at with a girl is the eyes! ask a lot of guys and they might tell you that a girl's eye is somehow hard not to look at and that the girl's eyes are a major factor. for me only some eyes have this strange brightness and light that is hard to find in others.  somehow even if she's not smiling, somehow i can still see her smile! i know it's weird but it really is very hard to find someone possessing that kind of eyes! para sakin ung mga eyes niya is very nice to look at mas magandang pagmasdan kaysa sa iba. hehe

red_eyes

   People say that nothing is perfect! After a long time of believing it  and looking for something to prove it wrong, i happened to find someone who is perfect in every aspect!... I really had a hard time believing it myself but there she was just in front of me! She looks perfect in every way possible! most especially the inside!... haaaaay!.... I've seen her take a lot of styles but all of them somehow fits to suit her and make her look simply breathtaking!

   It might be good for her, but for me......... Her being perfect creates a very high wall that makes it harder for me to do anything and makes me feel not good enough........ She is so perfect that she even exceeded my Beatricé image! (quoted from ms ella) nothing is really comparable to her! ............ haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!.............. comment kayo a!